Moving On, Moving Up ♥

Only God and Me

2011-08-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

The mighty army is marching
We are almost face to face
I see their men and weaponsAnd I only have God's grace

Their men are strong and so well trained
They will die before retreat
And the earth shakes from the thunderous sounds
Of the soldiers horses feet

I stand in opposition
And look in back of me
I have no troops to back me up
There's only God and me

The questions now are hurled at me
From each and every side
What are your plans, what will you do
Their voices loudly cry

What can I do is my reply
The strength comes not from me
And then I whisper silently
Dear God please fight for me

~ Cheryl A. Mariano ~

Show Me How To Live

2011-06-21T02:50:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to do.

Direct me to Your paths,
lead me,
guide me.

Today I Will Make A Difference

2011-06-17T11:00:00.000+08:00

Today I will make a difference. I will begin by controlling my thoughts. A person is the product of his thoughts. I want to be happy and hopeful. Therefore, I will have thoughts that are happy and hopeful. I refuse to be victimized by my circumstances. I will not let petty inconveniences such as stoplights, long lines, and traffic jams be my masters. I will avoid negativism and gossip. Optimism will be my companion, and victory will be my hallmark. Today I will make a difference.

I will be grateful for the twenty-four hours that are before me. Time is a precious commodity. I refuse to allow what little time I have to be contaminated by self-pity, anxiety, or boredom. I will face this day with the joy of a child and the courage of a giant. I will drink each minute as though it is my last. When tomorrow comes, today will be gone forever. While it is here, I will use it for loving and giving. Today I will make a difference.

I will not let past failures haunt me. Even though my life is scarred with mistakes, I refuse to rummage through my trash heap of failures. I will admit them. I will correct them. I will press on. Victoriously. No failure is fatal. It’s OK to stumble… . I will get up. It’s OK to fail… . I will rise again. Today I will make a difference.

I will spend time with those I love. My spouse, my children, my family. A man can own the world but be poor for the lack of love. A man can own nothing and yet be wealthy in relationships. Today I will spend at least five minutes with the significant people in my world. Five quality minutes of talking or hugging or thanking or listening. Five undiluted minutes with my mate, children, and friends.

Today I will make a difference.

From Shaped by God (original title: On the Anvil)
Copyright (Tyndale House, 1985, 2002) Max Lucado

And the greatest is Love :)

2011-06-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

In Only You

2011-06-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

Why do I find myself questioning my own self worth?

Dear God,
I don't want to give up.
I will not, I will not, I will not give up.
I will trust in You with all my days.
I will hope in only You.
I believe in You.
I love You.
I thank You, and I will praise You forevermore.

Help me O Lord.
Save me.

From the depths of Your love, to the depths of me.
I believe in the promise of faith.

I'm Sorry

2011-06-08T14:05:00.001+08:00

All the feelings.. so deep inside.

It's Gonna Be Great, I Believe!

2011-06-06T03:00:00.004+08:00

It's all about our mindset :)

The camp is gonna be fun!

Living 4 Destiny Camp, here I comeeeeeeeee! 7 hours more! ;)

Depth

2011-06-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

Moving on,

Moving UP!

What am I doing?

2011-06-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

我好害怕。

过不了我自己的那一关 ...

生在福中不知福。

Just The Way You Are

2011-05-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

You know you are special ;)

A New Phrase of My Life!

2011-05-25T12:00:00.001+08:00

KAYAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK-KING! ^^

I'm very sure that if you're close to me, you'll know that I've been wanting to get tanned for ages!

And yessssss! Yesterday was my first ever land training and we've ran a total of 4km in 39minutes!

It's kinda slow, but wow, doing the statics and running altogether sure is tiring as I've not stretched myself to run a long distance for such a long time.

Its also my first time ever running more than 2.4km (I guess?) and non-stop (my first time, really)!
It's tiring and kinda dirty, but so excited for the future land trainings!

I'm gonna get tanned, physically fit and active! Likah finally!
Gonna have my first ever kayak sea training on Saturday, 28th May!

Things are gonna be different :)

Lord, help me.

2011-05-22T23:00:00.006+08:00

Things will go out of hand soon..
BUT GOD will help me and lift me up.

Gotta learn to depend on God and rely on Him alone.

Good night all :)

I Love You!

2011-05-19T20:20:00.003+08:00

Hehehe, thank God for you guys! ;)

♥

Dear God,

2011-05-19T16:30:00.002+08:00

I'm still running this race with You :)

Falling deeper

2011-05-18T23:40:00.009+08:00

I think I've crossed the line.

Why am I feeling this way?

What exactly am I doing now?

Can I erase this feeling of mine now?

I feel so terrible now..

so helpless..

so lost..

so emotional..

I'm so sorry.

"Guard your heart above all else for it determines the course of your life."

- Proverbs 4:23

*being sentimental again, sigh*

We Ought To Seek God

2011-05-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

我变好多哦。。

True enough, when you don't have the desire to see God, your life will start to fall apart slowly.

God cares about you the most when you're out there alone!

Don't let your problem be bigger than God!
Don't tell God how big your problem is, but tell to your problem how big God is!

How to be an overcomer if you have nothing to overcome?
Have faith in the Lord that all things will work out good for those who love Him!

Jehovah Rapha

2011-04-29T20:45:00.001+08:00

People come and people go.

Our body is merely a temporary residence for our spirit.

I believe in the eternal life- the house in heaven that God gives us to live forever in.

But dear God, do not take him away from me now.. for he has not been saved, yet.

I know You will heal him, I know You're looking out for us.

-x-

It is now time,

for me to grow up,

for me to mature,

to think for the future,

and to act wisely.

Whatever God had allowed to happen,

He will give provision and help for us to overcome the crisis.

I know and I know, that He will never forsake me in my weakness.

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you.

Don't be discouraged, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you and help you.

I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."

- Isaiah 41:10

2011-04-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

Maybe.. I cared and think too much, for the unnecessary things.

2011-02-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

UNLESS ..

YOU CAN SEE THINGS THROUGH MY EYES,

BEEN THERE BEFORE ME,

UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT ..

ELSE,

DON'T JUDGE.

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." - Matthew 7:1-2

God's Mercy Renewed

2011-02-26T11:00:00.000+08:00

EVERY MORNING

RENEWED..

THE MERCY

OF YOUR GRACE.

Thank you God ♥

Matthew 6:26

2011-02-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

Do not worry for the unnecessary,
for God is with you, and God is for you, wherever you are.
Be bless ;)

Money Money~ :/

2010-12-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

Ohman, been greedy and a spendthrift these few days.

Cab/Transport + Food + Clothes~

Gotta save up for my wants and gifts!

It's the season of love and giving now! :D

CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS! ♥

My dream wishlist that money can buy~ (by sequence)

1. "Faith" & "Cross" Tattoo

2. NLT Bible! :D

3. iPhone

4. New bed! (LOL)

5. Guitar

6. Christian Audigier Shirt

7. Camera

8. Guess Wallet

9. Heels & high cuts <3

10. (Skincare treatment? Hmm~)

LOL.

So unrealistic! :/

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Don't spoil my dream.

Let me dream on~ *dreamdream*

Heh.

Stronger Now

2010-11-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

Guess.. I've really fallen into it?
Even though I think that it's really minor, but others think that it is really a major one.
Whatever it is, I'm gonna let it go.
If it's getting me nowhere, I'm not gonna hold on.

It's like an illusion.
Something that's battling in my mind for a few days.
Yes- it's only for an exact 4 days.
I can praise, I can worship, but I couldn't felt the peace within.
Instead of building me up, I'm stuck there.

-- -- --

What doesn't breaks me, makes me.
It's a whole new experience I've gained.
Thanks :)
J.
O
N
G

I'm bidding goodbye to you ♥

The Ps

2010-11-03T02:20:00.004+08:00

There's got to be a change in my life.
A turning point.

Punctuality.
Priorities.
Principles.
Peace.
Progress.
People.
Parents.

All these Ps.

Determination

2010-10-31T04:50:00.001+08:00

I'm determined.

#1 Train to be fit!
#2 Lose weight
#3 Open blogshop
#4 Complete Battefield of the Mind in Nov
#5 Write chapter reviews
#6 Improve on my basic dance skills
#7 Be responsive and attentive in class (trying hard)
#8 Build people up
#9 Be of good cheer
#10 Walk with Him, through it all

Hwaiting!
Moving on, Moving Up.

Bracessssss ):

2010-10-26T23:50:00.001+08:00

Awwwwwwww.
Never thought that it will continue to ache like this.
First, I had to put bands between my teeth to create spaces = it hurts like mad.
Next, I had to extract 2 tooth = it hurts like crazy.
Then, I've put my molar bands = wah speechless.
Now, I've put my metal brackets on my lower teeth = ......... @$%^@!
Finally, which is next week, I'm gonna put my upper teeth and elastic band! = Ji tao "dying" already!
T.T

I couldn't even bite or chew a steam sausage!
What to dooooo, what can I eat tmrw then?! ):
Nehmind, *dietdiet*!

-- -- -- -- --

OH!!!
I've bought a "sailor" girl top for 10 bucks! But it's sleeveless and quite small ):
How I wish I've got the money to buy a navy blazer ~.~
But it's okay, I've gotten my mirror! ^^
Though it's not as big as I intended to buy or wish it was, but it's the biggest I could get at Ikea Tampines already~
Thank you daddy for choosing, carrying, and fetching me back! :D
I'm so touched by my dad today~
I didn't expected that he is willing to spend $400 to buy a full length super duper big mirror for me.
He said, 'cos I wanted it for my dance and I really love to have one, so he will buy one that is more applicable and useful for me, rather than to hastily buy a mirror that is not the one I imagined or wanted it to be. (hastily buying it 'cos I need it now and not willing to wait next week as my dad told me so)
But however, of course I rejected it.
$400 for a mirror?! ARE YOU KIDDING. ~~ That's way to muchhhhh for just a mirror (though it's gigantic big) -.-
Anyway, LOVE YOU DADDY! ♥♥

Looking forward to HorrorPark Halloween Party with both excitement and nervousness!
Hope things will go on smoothly and that I won't dress too over or too "under"!
PS: I look so jap anime.

Blogshop!

2010-10-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Joelle Yong, Cherie Neo and Cheryl Wong opening an online blogshop! :D
The domain is currently under construction nowz, but progressing fast!
Hope that it will be successful and that people will support us! :)
We will be opening Ladies Fashion Apparels Preorder, Shoes Preorder (maybe), Geo Lens Preorder, Makeup Preorder, Instocks and Kpop stuffs (maybe)! :D
Though we don't have any experience or whatsoever, but I know that we are gonna make it big! ^^
GO GIRLS! ^^

-- -- -- -- --

Halloween Party is just 3 days away!
Jesslyn will be coming! ^^
OMGZ, I've still yet to decide my outfit ):
I want to dress up with navy outfit lehhhh ~

Mirrors

2010-10-23T01:37:00.003+08:00

Isn't it ironic?
|
V

I love mirrors, but I am ~~afraid~~ of mirrors in a way as well.

Mirrors

Isn't it amazing that mirrors were created way before 6000 BC? That's like more than 8000 years ago! Bronze mirrors were first manufactured in China around 2000 BC.
I actually did some research in the net and I found out this great man, Justus von Liebig, a German Chemist. He is the one who invented the silvered-glass mirror way back in 1835! His process involved the deposition of a thin layer of metallic silver onto glass through the chemical reduction of silver nitrate. This silvering process was adapted for mass manufacturing and led to the greater availability of affordable mirrors. Nowadays, mirrors are often produced by the vacuum deposition of aluminium (or sometimes silver) directly onto the glass substrate. (Wikipedia) Thank God for him as I really dislike those bronze antique mirrors that people in China used to use back in 2000 BC (seen it through shows).

So, why do I ♥ mirrors?

#1 To know my weakness/strengths
Now, why do I say that? Mirror reflections are virtual, upright, and is the same size and distance as the image. I love to dance, and of course, I do need a mirror to dance. That exactly that I need it, but I have to see myself through reflections, specifically mirror reflections, that I can truly know how I portray myself. Eg: The angles, moves, expressions. I can know exactly how I look like when I dance, which part of me look good and which is not and where to perfect the moves. Likewise, you can look into the mirror and practice your presentation and speech! You will found out how do you look like when you're presenting in the public then :)

#2 To know how I look
Definitely -.- Girls really do need mirrors, don't they? No matter how low self-esteemed or high self-esteemed, both the gender need mirrors to groom themselves- the make up(girl), or the hair(both). Or even, your eye infection, red patch, pen ink(?) and ... blah blah blah. Your appearance is important as this also means that you show respect to the other party. And of course, while putting on make up, a mirror is a MUST HAVE. (who doesn't need a mirror to put on make up? if yes, you are truly a pro.)

#3 It is an art/ reflections of others.
I truly think so! Though it might be scary in a way in the night, but it's sure an art! Isn't it cool to have many mirrors placed in your house? I like it! :) Mirror portrays one's appearance and their expression. Personally, I think that it shows a person emotion and thoughts as well. Certainly, you have seen somebody looking at themselves in the mirror, when you glance at them, can you somewhat read their mind? Of course not the complicate matters, but the way they look at themselves. You can somehow feel if they are happy, sad, troubled, worried, in a rush or even doesn't care. It is also an art as we perceive others and look into their world from our view.

#4 It is used in camerassssssssss!
I don't know how it function though, but I'm sure my friend, MarcusC. knows! Without the "mirror lens" in the camera, how do we take photos, right?! D:

#5 I can't think of any more now :) HAHAHAHA.
This post is seriously getting nowhere. It's just my perspective, you can judge it any way you want, as different people have different perspective and understanding of different things :)

-----
Okay nowz, shall head for bed~
Thank God for an awesome day today, both in school and in cellgroup meeting! ^^

Webcam! :)

2010-10-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Me and my beloved Jesslyn and classmates!
Joelle > Jesslyn > Jian Yun > Jun Hao

Do we look good in specs? Heh ><"

----- x ,

Today's module soooo sian ):
Wanted to pay attention in class but resolved to watching kpop videos in Youtube.
Sighhhh, results so jialat because of Counselling module already ):
Hope to do well to pull my grades for Sem1!
NO MORE SKIPPING CLASSES OR PARTIAL-ING! >;C
Gogogo!

I ♥ dance.
HorrorPark is just 7 days away! ^^
(what do wear uh? T.T)

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE ONES!

2010-10-20T16:00:00.001+08:00

I loveeeeeeee school! ♥
Celebrating Shini's birthday later~

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO NG SHINI,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO HELENA GOH!

2010-10-18T15:35:00.003+08:00

From Jesslyn! :D

Instructions: This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it!

1. Beer: I don't drink.
2. Food: Love it!
3. Relationships: God, and loving the people around me :)
4. Your crush: Nobody.
5. Power Rangers: Zz. Don't like.
6. Life: A gift from god
7. The President: ??
8. Yummy: Cookies 'n Cream!
9. Cars: BMW?
10. Movies: No preference but not documentary!
11. Halloween: Will be performing!
12. Sex: Female.
13. Religion: Christian, but rather, it a relationship with God.
14. Hate: Animals
15. Fear: A lot ):
16. Marriage: Leaving it up for God :)
17. Blondes: Nice!
18. Slippers: Cannot wear to school T.T
19. Shoes: Only covered schools allowed ):
20. Asians: Korean!
21. Pass time: Dancing, watching videos
22. One night stand: Never will it happen :)
23. My cell phone: I'm gonna replaced you, soooon!
24. Smoke: Hate it.
25. Fantasy: Fairytale.
26. College: I love college life in movies!
27. High school life: Is that RP?
28. Pajamas: Only wore when I'm in pri school.
29. Stars: Used to thought it was stars but it was Satallites ._.
30. Center: Parting? ._.
31. Alcohol: Cannot tahan % higher than 7.
33. Friends: Important :)
34. Money: Earning!
35. Heartache: Sucks
36. Time: 3:45PM
37. Divorce: Doesn't like it.
38. Dogs: OMG, nooooooooooo.
39. Undies: Inner wear
40. Parents: Honour them :)
41. Babies: Cute :)
42. Ex: My past.
43. Songs: Love listening to certain genres.
44. Color: Red!
45. Weddings: Blessing from God :)
46. Pizza: Love it! I want to eat it nowwwwwwwz.
47. Hangout: ??
48. Rest: I want~
49. Goal: SMARTER!
50. Inspiration: Of being a social entreprenuer!

:D

Frustrations!

2010-09-22T03:30:00.007+08:00

Ooo wow wow.
It's been so looooooong~ since I've last visited!
Argh, so frustrated and troubled right now as I've forgotten BOTH my email and password for my older blog.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Really wanna scream out loud loud!
Hopefully, ... Sighh, SECRET ._.

Anyways, school is starting in 2 weeks' time!
Gosh, I don't wannaaaaaaaaa~
Happy times really pass by in a blink of an eye, isn't it?
I seriously hope that I am in a dance school rather than what I will be going to learn in 13 days time later ...
But yeah, nonetheless, I will must have this expectancy that my class will be great and faci will be good and schooling will be awesome for me~
BUT.
Aigoo ==

SIGHSIGHSIGH.
I'm still not over with the password thingyyyyyyyyyy! )x
Oh God, please help meeeeeeeee T.T

An Awesome Saturday!

2010-06-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

Service yesterday was great! :D
Serving as usher .. The special video for Father's day .. The preaching .. The fellowship! :D
The sermon totally reminded me of my first love.
The righteousness that is showed by mercy ..
After service, some of the ushers celebrated Man Yau's 18th Birthday and presented to me my usher name tag!
Woooo! So happy manz! :D
Went for fellowship at Airport and first time ever took train back (:

Went for a short Night Cycli

ng after fellowship! :D

Out of nowhere, Marcus, Xiangrong, Junhao and Gerald decided to go for a night cycling since their holiday is ending.
Decided to call Lionel along but don'tknw why ended up only Marcus, Xiangrong, Junhao and me proceeded with the plan.
Borrowed Gerald's bike and went home to change first as I am wearing mini skirt.
Met them at cwp and cycled to Woodlands Waterfront.
WOW.
It's my first time there and I never knew there is such a place here in Woodlands!
Though the whole ride was tiring, but the guys changed route to a less-tiring one, slowed down their pace and even waited for me :D

All in all, it was an awesome saturday! :D

School, and Danceeeeeee!

2010-06-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

Having dance practice later from 5pm-10pm (:

Hopefully my ankle can heal fasterrrrrrr.

My ankle hurts so much even until now )x

And yeah, I've just bought a new Bunk Hi Skinny.

Wooooo, it's super nice, though it's not the latest, but I love it! :D

It's red and blackkkkk, though I'd rather it to be black and gold just like my hat~

Gogooooo! No stage fright :D

Oh!

I'M BACK TO SCHOOL! :D

So sian -.-

A Test of the Love of Friendship

2010-06-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

Not gonna stop loving even if my feelings were so hurt.
Friendships that are going to break, I'll mend it back.

This is just a test.
A test of Friendship.
A test of Endurance.
A test of Patience.
A test of Love.

2010-06-09T09:30:00.000+08:00

Oh manz, I love this message from God wants You to Know.

On this day of your life, Joelle, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are beautiful.
Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful.

But God

2010-06-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

God have not promised..
skies always blue,
flower strewn pathways all our lives through.
God have not promised..
sun without rain,
joy without sorrow,
peace without pain.

BUT, God have promised..
Strength for the day,
Rest for the labor,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trails,
Help from above,
unfailing Sympathy,
undying Love.

Thank God

2010-06-08T07:30:00.004+08:00

N439 .. then N493.
I constantly thank God for City Harvest Church, this wonderful Church that I am planted and rooted in.
I also thank God, for my loving brothers and sisters in this Church and Usher Ministry.
Without CHC, I don't think there will be Joelle Yong Xinni now.
Definitely, not forgetting the Master of this Church- Jesus Christ, and the founder of CHC- Pastor Kong Hee and Sun Ho.

I couldn't say that I had always been a very rebellious person, a depressed girl who slashed her own wrist, nor a girl who leads a quiet and simple life.
But there was once in my life that something happened and I spiralled down into depression and constant death thoughts flooded and haunt my mind.
Life was tough at that moment, or at least I thought I am.
My life was in a mess.
My relationship with people were all broken down.
My emotions were negative and so am I.

Just when I thought everything will going to be over, a faithful friend of mine, Xingyan, told me something that I will remember for life:
"Xinni, are not placed on Earth by any accident. You are not a burden, and you never was. People around might fail you, but there's someone who will not..."
At that point of time, I was weeping silently in my room; heartbroken, confused state of mind, blaming on almost everything.
Soon, a classmate whom I am not very close with then, Cherie, invited me to Church along with my cousin, it was an Easter Day Service @ Expo Hall 8, 11th April 2009.
It was my first service and I was uncomfortable during my 1st experience there.
But somehow, I came for the next service and was hungry for more.
I eventually came to know Jesus by going to church and attending Cellgroup meetings.
I was responded on the 22nd May 2009 =)

Knowing God changed my life.
He restored the broken relationship I had and I studied to glorify His name.
He also taught me to let go of my hurts and forgive those who hurt me.
My life is not perfect, but it has become so much better.
I found my purpose in this lifetime: to love God, to love myself and to love others.

I am sharing all these with you because I want you to know, whenever you go through something tough, you are not alone.
Suffering may feel terrible but it makes us stronger.
Our pastor, Pst Kong, always says this: "What can't break us, make us stronger".
God let us go through mountains and valleys, so that we will be changed for the better.

Don't give up, no matter what you are going through right now.
Keep on keeping on to your faith with God, you're not alone, God is here with you.
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or discourage. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." - Deuteronomy 31:6

I want to thank all my friends for helping me through the tough times, and most of all, I would like to thank God for saving me, for transforming my life.

My dear friends, I would like to ask of you to take good control over the thoughts in your mind and the desires in your heart.
"For as he thinks in his heart, so is he." - Proverbs 23:7
"If our thoughts are going to affect what we become, then it should certainly be a priority that we think right thoughts. You cannot have a positive life and a negative mind." - Joyce Meyer
Your mind is powerful, don't ever doubt it.
I came to realise that because I have a negative set of mind, the world I see is all negative.
I see no love, no purpose, no meaning, no worth of living in this world.
But as I grow in the love of God, my mindset is renewed, the world I see through my very naked eyes right now .. is so colourful and fresh.
The love I received from the church is so tangible.
Just as I thought everything was gone, I received 100 folds more.
Even though I don't have any accomplishments right now, but I'm proud to say that being a child of God is a victorious one! =)

I know this is a very lengthy post, and is a very strange comeback for my blog revival, but yes!
You have finished reading this and I thank you for that! :D
Q: Why did you choose to become a Christian?
A: 'cos I felt His tangible loving presence, I know He is there and He is true. Come to CHC and you can experience it yourself too! :D

Cheers
Joelle Y. Xinni
♥
U

2010-05-18T23:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so sick and tired of going to school..
Some people .. just some people, don't deserve to be loved.

UT Schedule

2010-05-05T19:15:00.001+08:00

1 14/5/2010 (Fri) G101 Understanding Test 1

Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00
2 18/5/2010 (Tue) G105 Understanding Test 1

Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

3 20/5/2010 (Thu) A101 Understanding Test 1

Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

4 24/5/2010 (Mon) A113 Understanding Test 1
Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

5 26/5/2010 (Wed) G103 Understanding Test 1
Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

----- x ,6 5/7/2010 (Mon) G101 Understanding Test 2
Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

7 7/7/2010 (Wed) G105 Understanding Test 2

Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

8 9/7/2010 (Fri) A101 Understanding Test 2
Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

9 13/7/2010 (Tue) A113 Understanding Test 2
Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

10 15/7/2010 (Thu) G103 Understanding Test 2
Venue: E26E

Time: 16:00

FIGHT

2010-05-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

G101-3-E26E-A : Problem 2 - X
A113-2-E26E-A : Problem 3 - X
G103-4-E26E-A : Problem 2 - B
G105-8-E26E-A : Problem 2 - X
A101-1-E26E-A : Problem 3 - C (-0.5)

Isn't this great?
WOW...
To think that those X ones my fellow team mates got As and Bs.
Sighhhhhhh.
Nehmind~
I can pull the grades up! :D

How's life in RP?
Hmm.. this is the 3rd week and my pocket is getting a bigger hole as each day goes by.
I think, by now already no pocket liao -.-"
Why?
Cos I had been taking taxi to school every single day!
GOSHZX. %^&!#@
T.T

This week in school had been dreadful for me.
Cough + sore throat + running & block nose + kinda feverish.
@#$%!
Nehmind again.
I dont want my grades to suffer and got X again while my friends grades are just so fantastic.
Suffering, but still keeping on! :D

2E2 'o7 ♥

Results!

2010-04-23T23:25:00.001+08:00

Result of the week in school!
Last published Daily Grade and UT Grade for each modules

G101-3-E26E-A : Problem 1 - B (-0.5)
A113-2-E26E-A : Problem 1 - C
G103-4-E26E-A : Problem 1 - B
G105-8-E26E-A : Problem 1 - B
A101-1-E26E-A : Problem 1 - A

Arghhh.
The only C was because I did not submit RJ, Quiz and Evaluation therefore was being downgraded by one grade!
And after deducting 0.5 due to the 1 min late, it became C.
A, B, B, C, C.
Nice lah yo.
=="
I don't want C!

Life In Republic Polytechnic

2010-04-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hello readers!

Remember what I've mentioned about Science module in the previous post ..?
I thought I'm gonna be dead meat but guess what!
My grade was an A! :D
I thought it was a great start,
But.. what's shocking was ...
DAMN IT %^!~
My Mathematics got a C =="
I did not submit my RJ, Quiz and Evaluations.
Dangggggggggg.
I've actually brainstorm and wrote a good RJ that took quite a long while and sent it to the faci!
But heck, he did not read it though I mark as high importance.
Niceeeeee -.-

And so, hmm .. TODAY.
TODAY ... I . WAS . LATE .
You know what?
BY A MINUTE!!!
The lift took such a long time!
What's more, my class was in 6th storey, it actually stopped in 3rd, 4th, 5th and then 6th.
I wonder why go 3rd storey lah yo. =="
I thought that the faci who look like Carol would be nice and not mark me late.
But ewwwwwww, I was marked as late and grade to be deducted by 0.5!
T.T
SADDEN.

So I predict my grades now would be ...
A . C . D .
=="
NICE LAH~

Grrrrrrrrr.
But while there is life, there is hope! :D
I know that nothing is impossible and I will pull my grades up!
SELF DISCIPLINE YO!
I cannot be late!
I d'wan to waste money for cab again already )':
My pocket is burninggggggggggggggggg~

I've just signed up for Japanese Language Lessons.
The response was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy high.
158 including me and the class is only 25 pple -.-"
Shucks.
I don't think I will be successfully enrolled in.
But nevermindddddddddddd~
Who knows next year is Korean or Hebrew? :D

End Of Orientation Day Two

2010-04-13T20:15:00.001+08:00

End of RP's 2nd day of Orientation.
Dang, I'm so dead tired. I can even sleep while standing man..

I've finally sent my stupid handphone for servicing, hope it will be ready SOON.

GOSH laaaaaaaaaaah.
Which class I'm posted into is out already!
I wonder just who will I meet tmrw.
So scaryyyy T.T

15/4 (Thu) A101-1-E26E-A
Science
Venue: E26E
Problem: 01
Day: 1
Time: 08:30

AHHHHH.
1st day jiu Science liao. I CAN BANG WALL.
2nd day Mathematics, hmm, better..

Just who will I meet to spend my 6 months studying with?
I hope not some guys with weird long hair.
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~

N439 Multiplication; A New Beginning

2010-04-10T02:15:00.001+08:00

N439

A very dear family in my heart.
We're just like a very big family, so close to each other, been by one another's side, encouraging and helping out and have seen the worst side of everyone..
9th April 2010, we've multiplied into N439, and N493.
A Joyous Occasion I say! :D

At the very last cellgroup meeting, N439 celebrated my 17th birthday together with me at Serangoon Gardens.
This is the very first time I've celebrated my birthday with N439.
I remembered just how dramatic my previous birthday was.
My very "sweet" 16 on the 1st April 2009..
But then again, I have to really give thanks to the ones who've accompanied me through it all.
Violents, Sheryl and friends, N439..
People asked, if there's a time machine, you won't want to do it again, right?
My answer would be, I will still do the same thing, cos thats how I've got here, how I've got to know my awesome N439 family, my Father Almighty, and how I came to realise so many things in life.
Every one in my life was placed with a significant reason.
I appreciate each and every one of you who've shaped my path, to be growing with me, and loving me.
THANK YOU (:

I remembered that the first time I went for a cellgroup meeting it was on the 25th April 2008.
I came for the first service, which is easter service on the 11th April 2009.
And now, we've all grown and multiplied, on the 9th April 2010.
Wow, just look at month and year that such big events took place in my life.
APRIL, hmmm...

Gonna know the multiplication of N439 and N493 later on.
A sense of nervousness and excitement.
Then again, GREATER THINGS HAVE YET TO COME.
A New Beginning; A New Phase of Life.
Let's do it well with God ♥

2010-04-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

Wahpiang ehhhhhh!
SUPER PRO LAHS!

U-Kiss As Long As You Love Me

2010-04-07T04:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhh~ In love with this song :D

Psalms 16:8

2010-04-07T00:45:00.001+08:00

Yes, He is there..

You can not see Him, but you can feel Him.

Don't stop seeking.

MUST WATCH! CHC's Easter Drama 2010 & 2007

2010-04-06T05:00:00.002+08:00

The video of "Jesus is our friend" from Service 7, the last service :D
The promfret joke was added in only at Service 7. Sighhh, I only attended Service 4 & 5 ):

I saw this on youtube too!
2007 Easter Service :D
Quality wasn't very good though, but watch it!!!

Ahhh, so cool right! :D
Hahahaa ^^

DANCE!

2010-04-04T19:40:00.003+08:00

U Kiss- Bingeul Bingeul MV
Doesn't it sound so much like Man Man Ha Ni?
Even the dance cheoreography toos.

A big thank you to those who wished me a Happy Birthday! Esp. those who celebrated it with me, be it belated or not. THANKS! Appreciated much! :D
Will be posting more about it nxt time (:

I'm soooo sad lahhhs.
Bought a 500GB hard disk during the IT fair, and it couldn't be used.
COS.
RP installed Windows 7 ENTERPRISE.
Wahpiangeh. Hateithateit.
WHAT TO DO ~

Just collected my SH 760 Fujitsu Lifebook yesterday @ RP.
& ohmygosh.
I'm kinda worried right now.
Cossssssss..
It seems like the fan inside my laptop sometimes is kinda loud?
AHHHHHH.
T.T

Have to let my brother use to play dota liao ._.

RINGGGG!~ School's reopening in 18 days! Get the laptops ready!

2010-03-27T01:45:00.004+08:00

15 days to orientation!

18 days to the start of schooling @ RP!

Woooo!

Positive? Or negative?

Hmm ..

I often wonder, how the life is it @ RP.

Just this thursday, I accompanied Yueshi and Cherie to RP for the configuration of their laptops.

And here .. are what the RP graduates of the school of IT says ..

"Freshies are to be bullied."

"It's a culture of getting bullied you know."

Ahh, wut-air-ver.

=="

Are you excited at the thought of schooling?

YES! :D

Are you sure?

Yeah~ (:

About everything?

Err, should be.. :X

How about waking up at 6plus every morning?

ABSOLUTELY NO! *HUGE TURN-OFF* >;C

Okay, so that's the only thing I'm concerned and worried about.

Grrr~

You're blessed.

2010-03-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Okay, so.. I lost my 10 bucks today.
Yes, just a 10-dollar-note you may think.
But hey, it's a lot for me during this financially tight period.
I lost it while I'm on the way to Cherie's home.
Arghhh, so sad lahs ):
But it's okay, maybe that someone who found it is in need of cash much more?
It might solve his starvation, repay his debts with that 10 dollar note or even bless someone else. (:

You may think that 10 dollars is little for you now.
However, to someone else, it means a lot.
Singapore is considered as a rich country, indeed, it IS a rich country though considered as a 3rd world country.
There are people out there struggling with financial difficulties, finding ways just to survive here on earth.
There are people who cannot afford their medical bills, who do not have a proper meal each day, or worst still, clean drinking water to satisfy their thirst.
Singapore is fortunate enough to have clean sanitation and access of tap water all over.
However, people in some parts of the world don't even get to drink a sip of clean purified water.
YOU are lucky, YOU are fortunate, YOU are blessed, for you can even read this post right now.
Count your blessings today, even the breath you breathe through your nose right now.
'cos, someone in this world.. is dying with every minute that has just passed.

So, who still thinks that 10 dollars is so little ..?
IT'S A LOT.
You can satisfy the tummy of many starving children and elderlies out there.

I am not being flaky or whatever, it's a FACT, and such situations DO EXIST.

Congratulations, you've finished reading this very post. (: *applauds!*
Have you caught my point in this post?
No?
Really NO?
...

Be grateful.
You're blessed right now, even in the midst of your problems.

Jung Yong Hwa ♥

2010-03-19T05:00:00.003+08:00

SNSD's Latest MV: Run Devil Run

Lately have been watching various shows on the net ..
You're Beautiful: Ep 12
SHINee's Hello Baby: Ep 8
We Got Married, Seohyun + Yonghwa: Ep 4
We Got Married, Gain + Jokwon: Ep 3

Jung Yong Hwa is soooo handsome + cute + nice + funny lah dey! (he is the one who act as Kang Shin Woo in You're Beautiful)
Rawwrrrrs.

----- x ,

Learn to see yourself as God made you, with your own strengths and weaknesses. Work hard to develop your strengths and overcome your weaknesses. When you become the best "you" that you can be, you'll be a success.
Do not overcome by evil, but overcome evil by doing good! :D

SUNTEC CITY! ♥

2010-03-08T04:00:00.013+08:00

JOJO by SHINee :D

This is so funny! (Let me push ya, naked manager, medicine, rats dance, not normal, blahblah~)

I want watch Hello Baby lahhh yooooo~
YOOGEUN! ><"

Thurs-Sun: IT FAIR @ Suntec! :D

♥

SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTRE!!!

CHC NEW BUILDING!

WOW!

2010-03-04T17:40:00.002+08:00

Shock by BEAST!
Learnt a very lil bit of the dance yesterday with Cherie and Ming :D

Actually gonna attend Locking lesson later, but all of us were lazy -.-
Hahaha, so gonna catch a movie later! ^^
And tmrw gonna be an overnight prayer meeting at Riverwalk!

Anyw, probably not gonna join RP's Hiphop IG already, their practise is on friday one ._.
Rawrs.
And they focus on Bboy and Hiphop.
Why not Krump and Waackin! T.T

Btw, those who want to learn one time lesson of Krump or Waackin from Korean dancers, please visit MG :D
It will be a 1hour 30min lesson which cost 25 bucks on nxt Sunday! (:

P.S: My neck and arm is breaking... T.T

Dancing, My Passion

2010-03-04T03:20:00.000+08:00

Isn't their head so cool!
Ohmygosh.
I have still yet to master the stupid head/neck rotation, ROARS.
It's soooo tough lahs!

For the past few days I have been attending dance lessons at Music Garage.
It's my 14th lesson tmrw already, which consists of Popping, Krump, Waackin, Girls Hiphop, K-mtv, Breaking.

And oh, just last sunday, I went for the dance audition for Revolt Dance Crew and I got in!
*applauds!* :D
It was held at NAFA's dance studio and the place is way too awesome!
Oh, the dance crew is not NAFA de laaa, it's CHC YL Zone's Dance Crew.
I must really practise hard and build up my foundation these few months before I got into RP!
Gonna try out RP's Hiphop club.
Heard that it's super tough and one must go thru several auditions and camps in order to get in..

Grrr, because of dance, I only worked once per week.
My salary is like .. pathetic daoooo. T.T

When school starts, I wonder how hectic my day would be.
I've got school every mon-fri, dance lesson every mon-thurs, cgm on friday, service on saturday, and work on sunday.
Hmm, but it's all worth it! :D
Hope I can cope well with my church commitment, dance commitment, work and of course studies! ^^

RP's Orientation Camp gonna start on the 12th of April!
It is like .. only 1 month and 1 week more.
Gonna get my HP Laptop on 11th March! *wheee!* ^^v

What A Day

2010-02-23T02:10:00.003+08:00

Mood: Was feeling tired, then happy, then angry, and now neutral
Later: Sleeping for 2 hours and off to meet N439 to Prayer Meeting

One phrase: "What A Day"!
It has been long since I've last met my dearest Yvonne Tannie.
The whole outing was hilarious and filled with super funny moments.
But.. Something just cropped up and screwed everything lah.
I truly understand why it happened but.. Roar. Nvrmind~
Overall, still enjoyed myself :D
And I've made a master art work at CreativeArt at cwp.
But dang, the pple so fierce loh..

Okay, my point of posting isn't that.
It's ...
Goodness.
My phone's speaker died in the war again.
What to do~ T.T
But whatever it is, what doesn't kills me makes me stronger!
In this case my phone lah (:
Insert appropriate words yourself ^^

1 hour 53 minutes later and I'm off from bed to prepare myself. Gosh. Last night 2 hours of rest, today also abt 2 hours of rest.
Gonna be dead soon.
What's more, it's gonna be a long day for me..
Jiayou Xinni!
The morning prayer Meeting will energize you yo!
Fighting! :D

What Cannot Kills Me, Makes Me Stronger

2010-02-21T03:15:00.001+08:00

Mood: Discouraged, but pulling myself up together again
Weather: Idk, but my room is superrrrr co-coo-cold~
Later: It's reading time! ^^

Attended City Harvest Church's Service 2, and also YL Zone's iWorkshop.
It is also my 2nd lesson for Usher Training and 1st time serving as a duty Usher.
I have to say, I really did a bad job..
Not only that I don't dare to approach the congregation, I dare not speak up as well.
All the more, I was shy and totally clueless about how to react to the situation.
Okay.. You must be thinking that it was totally NOT me because I was loud and all..
But yesssssss, I always acted awkwardly when I just try out something.
Nonetheless, I will still try my best and do a better job next time round.
HAVE COURAGE, JOELLE YONG XINNI!
For courage does not always roar, it is sometimes the quiet voice at the end of the day saying: "I will try again tomorrow."
But in this case, not tomorrow is next saturday lahhhh.
Goooooooooooo Xinni!
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME! :D
Note to self: Don't ever deny yourself when He never deny you.
Don't give up, keep trying even though it takes a longer time!
Put in your best efforts, and it will show..

And so, after the so-called usher practical training and all, went straight to iWorkshop: Planning Your Finance.
Yeah, it was a great one! Looking forward to the next one (:
Ever since last year 1st January 2009, I've always wrote down my daily expenses and all, so I could take track on how much I spent.
BUT, I never set aside any money for savings at all -.-
Just last month, I've exceeded my allowance and spent an extra of $200 ++.
Not on leisure, but on food and presents.
Okay okay, I know what you are thinking okay ...
I EAT A ALOT.
YESSSSS, A LOT.
I ADMIT OKAYYYYYY.
zzZ~
March~~ March then cut down lah hor~ HOHO :D
N E X T.

& I look forward to schooling so much~!
Hmm, should I buy my HP laptop at the IT Fair, or Poly?
*considering~~*
I want to school!

2010-02-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to my Chinese friends!
Happy Valentines Day!
Happy Birthday to Naeem Chew and Peh Choon Hup! :D

----- x ,

Wow, what a day.
First of all, I started by day waking up by Shini tgth with her family.
Guess what? They came just to take a bag, lolsssss. A BAG you knw.
So, I woke up at 2:30pm -.-"
Only to realse that I'm not going anywhere already, so me and my mother watched shows after shows at home.
Until around 5pm, I called Shini and decided to head over our cousin's house to eat steamboat.
So I dragged my time and left at 6:30pm.
I was expecting many couples or at least families who are travelling to bainian or smth, but to my surprise...

I step into the mrt station,
look around,
go into the train ..

And the smell .. the fragrance of flowers ..
mesmerized me.

I was completely .. you know ..

yeah ..
...

The wonderful aroma.

The fragrance that filled throughout the train ..

...

THE FREAKING TRAIN WAS PACKED ALL WITH BANGALAHS AND INDIANS!
GOSH.

Whichever cabins I go, the smell is .. *^#$%$%!

Nice.
I love it.
I simply .. love it.

Okay, don't mention this already.
I nearly suffocate myself there. (yes, believe me.)
However, the time is well spent ..
I've learnt how to control my breath longer.
Well done Xinni :D

----- x ,

Reached their house at 7:30pm like that?
Cousin gave me a ride home at around 10pm (:

Hmm, so my day ended like this.
I wonder what am I gonna do tmrw.
Thought that I could finally have my experience going to relative's house to bainian, but sighhhh ..
Nehmind nehmind~

I want to go Malaysiaaaaa! )'x
Though last year I went nothing to do, but at least, I felt more homely there.
I love my cousins there lah yo T.T
Miss them so much, and of course the childhood memories ♥
I remember how my girl cousin who is older than me by a year, used to ride me with our uncle's bike.
I remember how my boy cousin who is older than me by 2 year, used to protect me and teach me how to play crackers.
I remember all the younger cousins who will cling on to me and play so many childhood games.
And all the older cousins who will hang out tgth and gamble; not money, but snacks.
Oh well, that was way back when I was Sec 1 -.-"

----- x ,

Thought that tmrw N439 will have a cny visitation tgth, but well, ...
So tmrw no programmes )x
Going work whole day?
Roars.

I wonder why people love CNY so much.
Before the festive season, they will go shopping for clothes, for food and for almost everything.
They will do spring cleaning, decorate their house and all these.
Well, hmm ..
I dont have any of the experience, maybe yes, but when I was Pri 2? (which means I dont remember anything)
You must be thinking why I dont have the experience bah?
Cos ..
My grandparents die a year after another, which means every year I cnt celebrate new year, cnt go bainian, cnt buy clothes that are red in colour.
Wow, that also explains why I grew up only wearing black and white :D

----- x ,

Okay, this post is so .. =="
It's not a good post I know~
Lalalalala, but still ..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TOOS!

Forgive Me If I Did Wrongly

2010-02-05T04:46:00.001+08:00

I do not knw how you might think abt me..
I just hope that you will not be misunderstooded.
You will not see this, but it's just a place for me to type down my thoughts.

----- x ,

Ever had an experience whereby someone who is difficult, fierce and everybody dislike, talks to you one fine day?
Actually, .. the feeling was really great.

----- x ,

Girl, how are you doing?
I hope you're well.
And I sincerely wish that we could be friends.

2010-02-04T04:00:00.003+08:00

If only you knew what had happened all these while.
Is it that hard just wanting to be friends?
Why is there such a big gap between us?
Strangers.. that's what we gonna be, right ..?
So much to say, yet nothing could be spoken out..
I really dislike this kind of feeling..

Just why ...?
If only, if only ...
I would really like to knw all about you some day.

----- x ,

Maybe, time is actually a factor.
Time flies and things aren't the same anymore.
I have my own way of lifestyle, my way of thinking and mindset and you have yours.
I am really speechless, I do not know exactly how to react anymore.
Sorry if I've hurt your feelings, but yes, I really do not know what to say..
Just like the past, give me a space for myself, a space to breathe and to think.
However, thanks for being there..

------ x ,

Yong Xinni, wake up.
It's pointless, POINTLESS!
Leave it aloneeeeeee.
Leave me alone.
I want to think.

SHINee Videosssss

2010-02-04T02:30:00.003+08:00

The singing is not bad I think ><

Super FUNNY!

Awwww~ Yeobo Saranghae :D

Isn't that cute?!

Rawrs, SHINee ♥

Your Inner Critic

2010-02-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

Adapted from Michelle's Blog

Each one of us has an inner critic.
This inner critic is like a inner voice that speaks to us consciously or unconsciously.

It seems like the the inner critic has an IQ of 500 -
knowing all your shortcomings, having an uncanny ability to read all your feelings.

Words spewed from this inner critic is malicious and bitter.
“You will never be good enough!”
“It’s impossible, just give up!”
“With your looks, even Ugly Better looks better than you!”
“You are destined to fail”

Sounds all too familiar?
That’s probably your inner critic speaking to you.

When you hear such a voice, do you place your focus on it or ignore it?
Even by ignoring it, you are letting that thought stay in your mind.

As the saying goes, “you are what you eat”.
You are also what you think and speak!
What you focus on will grow.
If you’re always so focused on failure, your natural path will lead to failure.
If you’re always thinking you’re ugly, you will never feel beautiful.
If you always think it’s impossible then when doing what seems impossible, you will give up.

Tamming your inner critic is never easy.
It takes wisdom and effort to identify the voice of the inner critic and shut it up.

Recognise the voice of your inner critic, stop the thought, replace it with something positive.

Has your inner critic spoken to you recently?
Know and conquer it! (:

Only Love

2010-02-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

I wonder ..

What would this world we live in be like ,

without ~~sadness~~, without ~~tears~~ ..

without ~~quarrels~~, without ~~fears~~ ..

without betrayals, without ~~hurts~~ ..

If ..

this world we live in ,

ALL

about ..

How nice will it be?

Everyone is so kind, so friendly, so loving, so polite in all ways ..

...

It can be done, isn't it?

IF only ..

WE start the love action NOW.

The Place Where I Supposed To Be

2010-02-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's dance class was awesome.
Now I'm still having muscle ache all over, wow.
It's hurting like hell y'knw~ Ewww! )'x
Missed today's kPop dance class, super sad deh ):

----- x ,

How I wish it's March nooooooooooow.
I want my laptop lah yo~
The one I'm using now is so so lag and have super duper many problems one lor!

----- x ,

Roar. Rah. Rawr.
What's happening to me these days..
Hate it hate it man!

I wna dance my way out of this confusing state of mine.
I wna run up to the mountain hill and shout all I can.
I wna swim deep into the ocean bed and stay calm right there.
I wna scream and shout and run and cry and dance and sleep all the way.

2010-02-03T03:10:00.008+08:00

Onew and Jessica! <3

*tsktsk*
Technology ..

Been watching SHINee's video for the past 3 hours! OMG. Hahaha ><" I'm going hua chi le lahhhh yoo~ T.T SAVE ME PLEASE )'x Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. I love Onew and Key! <3 Anyw, I've shown my friend Key's video and he also say look quite like him de, hahaha, bhb ><" Rawrrrrrrrrs.

Cannot sleep liao ._.
I want my new HP laptop!

Business and Social Enterprise, Goodbye ♥

2010-01-29T15:50:00.021+08:00

Only ONE word to describe what I am feeling right now ..
VEXED.

----- x ,

Looking thru at all the courses that I am eligible for, searching and searching, but yet.. None. None caught my interest.
Visual Effects and Digital Media caught my attention, but .. yeah, drawing and ideation just .. &#$!.

Was really stressed up until I tear.
John says that that's because I always look at the negative side of RP and judged at the learning system objectively.
He says: "If someone wants to study, it doesnt matter which poly they go into, they can just study anywhere."
And I remembered just how the way Mdm Tan used to say: "It's not what the class makes you, but what you can do about the class." In this case, is the school.

I hate it every time I'm stressed up.
For now, it's only 5 minutes left till the end of JAE Appeal.
Yeh, I will just stick to it, just like what Yizhen has said, "just study well and do our part, prove that RP is a good school!"
Cherie even said, "at least we have a poly and a course to study."
Well, for now I think that I RP's learning system doesnt suit me, but hopefully, as time goes by, I can be used to it.
At least, my confidence level will increase?

RAWRRRS.
CALM DOWN, JOELLE YONG XINNI!

----- x ,

3 more minutes ..
Zzzzzzzzzzzz.
......................................

I'm a Health Management and Promotion student in RP!
=="

T.T
IT'S 4:00PM NOW.

Business and Social Enterprise
Goodbye, ♥

JAE Posting Results 2010

2010-01-27T08:15:00.002+08:00

Okay, great. I'm posted to Health Management and Promotion in Republic Polytechnic. Great right? ... Before that, I was quite interested for that course.. But then again, I'm not already. I preferred Nutrition lahhs. -.-" MY JPSAE........ Damn )x

Whatever it is, I'll still praise God!

----- x ,

Appellants are allowed to appeal only for courses of which they are eligible and meet the 2010 JAE cut-off points. They can appeal up to a maximum of 3 choices. Posted candidates are to note that their original JAE posting will be revoked should they be successful in their appeal for a transfer of course under the exercise..

The online JAE Appeal system will open from 9 am on 27 Jan till 4 pm on 29 Jan. At NP, computer facilities and counselling will be made available at the Convention Centre over 3 working days during the following opening hours:

Venue : Convention Centre (Lower Hall)
Date & Time:

27 Jan 2010 (Wed) 9am - 5pm
28 Jan 2010 (Thu) 9am - 5pm
29 Jan 2010 (Fri) 9am - 4pm

Date of release of JAE Appeals Posting Results (via online) : 5 Feb 2010 (After 2pm)

As selection is based on academic merit (not first-come-first served), all appellants may submit their appeals online any time within the appeal period before the exercise closes at 4 pm on the last day.

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Oh Great. Not much of a good mood. And by the way, I receive my results at 8:00AM zhun zhun. While others receive at around 6:30AM? Like wow right.. Piggy made me so nervous that I couldn't slp after that. What's more, opening at 10AM alone today. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttt.

Totally AWESOME (:

Hi My Sweetheart x3

2010-01-22T07:45:00.009+08:00

HOHOHO. It's 7:45AM now!
Have been watching Hi My Sweetheart since 1AM.
Currently stopped at episode 12.
Ohmytiannnn lahhs, it's so so so so so nice! ><"
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRS~
And I suddenly recall that I have not finish watching Ai Jiu Zai Yi Qi.
Ahhhhhhhhh~ :X

Steamboat later!
Hope that I can wake up on time :X

Got myself bitten by commando-trained mosquitoe at the ulu campsite ._.
SO ITCHY!!!

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Sighhhh.
I want to eat Midnight Cookie 'n Cream at Haagen Dazs.
Just when was the last time I've ate it?
...
...
...
ANSWER: 1 YEARS PLUS AGO, just how sweet at that moment.. It's a flavour that I really love and miss..

JPSAE! Here I comeeeeeeee~

2010-01-21T22:00:00.033+08:00

Ahh! Got pple stalk me ._.
LOLS.
Somebody actually type: "Joelle Yong Xinni Blog" and also "John Tay Yong Cheng NP" into the search engine and found my blog!
Oh. My. Gosh.
=="
Btw, click on the nuffnang advertisement!
Prettttttttty thankkks! ^^

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Went to NP for JPSAE interview, BZSE today!
Have to really thanks Ian for leading me the way to the School of Humanities during the Open House period ..
Because, I've actually walked the way there myself today, so proud of my sense of directions.
IT IMPROVED! HOHOHO. xD
I wasn't really that nervous until I reached the building itself..
When I went in, my first reaction to myself was... "WO DE TIAN. SO MANY PEOPLE! AND ALL ARE SMART LOOKING GIRLS."
Okay, so I didn't dress really formal (: Hehs.

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The day before today ..
At 10:50 AM, having work at 1 PM

Unknown call..
*HP PHONE VIBRATES*
I HANG!
*HP PHONE VIBRATES AGAIN*
Wahlaoeh, I HANG!!!!
Mother gave me morning call, and told me that the house phone did not hang properly..
So I woke up and hang it.
Minute later, *MELODY RINGINGGGGG*
Me: "Hello."
Lady: "Is this Miss Yong Xinni"
Me: "Speaking."
Lady: "You're being shortlisted for JPSAE blahblahhhhh~"
Me: " Yes, uh, okay, uhhuh, yes, okay, thank you."
*back to sleep*
I close my eyes, and open again...
....
....
....

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMINGS!*

I'M SHORTLISTED FOR BZSE AT NP LAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

TOTALLY SHOCKED!

And so, gave calls to John, Weers and other friends.
Y'knw! I screamed like hell! And then I got myself sore throat -.-"

Woke up due to the extreme excitement, jumped out of bed and prepare myself to meet Yueshi for breakfast and off to work. But then again, at the last min, Rina called me not to turn up for work.. So went back to school personally with Yueshi to get my Testimonials and etc.. Thereafter, watched Spy Next Door with her, it's super duper uber nice la deeeeeeeeeeeeey! So funny ><" Highly recommended by ME ME ME! ^^ After the movie, walked around at cwp tgth with Tannie, Sister and Junior. Not long after, went to find Cherie, Cheryl and Brenda at Banquet :D OFF TO STAFF MEETING @ 7PM (:

Have been doing my portfolio and on phone with several people discussing about my interview. I couldn't believe it, but I spent 5 hours researching and doing it! I would really like to thank John, Weers, Justine, Joshua, Xingyan, Sheryl for helping me out. THANKS ALOT! Greatly appreciated! *SOBSOB* I'm so touched lahhhh )'x Moreover, I have to thanks people who encouraged/support me and wished me goodluck, the above mentioned, Yizhen, Yueshi, Brenda, Huahui, Shini, Dasao, Shiming, Xundun, Edwin :D THANK YOU LAHH!! Esp. John and Xingyan! Also Dasao and Weers! :D

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Woke up at 6am and off for the interview at NP. Before I went in, I was really visibly shaking all over. But yeah, I think besides the results thingy .. I think I did fairly well? But somehow, I've been repeating my idea over and over again ._. And oh, so when they've asked all the questions, one of the lecturer said, "I would like to rise up an important issue." Of course, I said okay lah -.- So they said, "You've got a D7 for your combine humanities. This is the school of humanities, but you've scored a 7 for humans, and all the modules you will be learning will be regarding on social issues. Can you cope?" Ahh.. Expected ._. What's more, another lecturer called me to retake my O level combine humans!! Heart broken ~~~~~ But whatever it is, I am expecting the best. I have did my best and I will keep appeal till I got in de lahhhh! RAWRS!~ *SHOWS STERN FACE*

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Went for brother's ORD parade at some ulu place in Bedok, or is it Tampines? Lolllls, Idk. So went there, and ... was late -.- We left so so much earlier, but Shini reached before us cos my father gave her a ride, while my mother, dasao and sister-in-law took bus after bus, walking miles after miles to reach that pathetic ulu campsite of the Guards -.-" Yeah, so by the time we've reached, everything has ended~ T.T Took only a photo and tadah~ Went home ._. Btw, my brother got the most fans! But all was late, except 2. LOL..

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Okay .. So now I'm gonna be an audience for my brother as he plays the guitar now. Hahahaha. Rmbr to click at the advertisement!! :D AND OHHHHHHHHH! TMRW STEAMBOAT! ^.^v

Thanks for giving me this great opportunity ..

YongXinni's JAE Form

2010-01-15T01:50:00.001+08:00

Personal Particulars

NRIC/FIN: S931XXXX Block/House: XXXX

Name: YONG XINNI Unit Number: #XX-XXX

Contact Number: XXXX XXXX Street Name: WOODLANDS XXXXXXXXXXXX

Mobile Number: XXXX XXXX Postal Code: 731XXX

Email Address: deeply.engraved@live.com

Choice of Courses

Exam Sitting(s): 2009

1 - S44 NUTRITION, HEALTH & WELLNESS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 - N40 LEISURE & BUSINESS FACILITIES MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
3 - S50 INTEGRATED EVENTS & PROJECT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
4 - S95 HOTEL & LEISURE FACILITIES MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
5 - R43 HEALTH MANAGEMENT AND PROMOTION (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)
6 - N78 DIGITAL VISUAL EFFECTS (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
7 - T44 BAKING & CULINARY SCIENCE (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
8 - S38 PERFUMERY AND COSMETIC SCIENCE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
9 - V53 BUSINESS STUDIES (SERVICE MANAGEMENT) (ITE COLLEGE WEST (CLEMENTI))
10 - V42 EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION (ITE COLLEGE CENTRAL (BISHAN))
11 - N55 MULTIMEDIA & ANIMATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
12 - N81 FINANCIAL INFORMATICS (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

Okay, so I think I will be regretting it ...
I hesitated a lot while doing this.
O God, I hope my JPSAE will be short-listed.
Please please.
Let me get into BZSE in NP!!
I pray and I pray~~

Troublesome, RAWRS!~

2010-01-13T05:00:00.004+08:00

Was working closing from 6-11pm+, and reached home at around 12am.
Throw my bag and stuffs aside, on my laptop, and started doing all the JAE and JPSAE stuffs.
Gosh, it nearly killed me.
Was doing my JPSAE thing for like.. 2 hours?!
But thank God, with the help of my faithful brother, John, I've finally completed it.
Was so touched that my leader said to me, "Do your best and leave the rest to me."
Thanks alot John, for helping me out, even thou it's 2am+ at that time and you still have school later.
I really appreciate it alot! :D
He edited it until I was awed at my own's form ._.

Had been searching the webs of all the polys regarding the courses that I am ELIGIBLE for.
Ahhh gaaaaah.
I only could get into Science + Engineering + ITE courses.
SUPER #&$% de lahs!
O God, please let me get into BZSE in NP! T.T
I want I want!
I have this interest of getting the course Health Management and Promotion.
But damn, it's at RP and is a new course.
I still remember how I said to one of my RP customer, saying that I die die wont get into RP.
T.T
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Should I retake my humans at City College?
Its $120 per month.
I wasn't aware of the schl fees of City College until I helped one of my Cathay colleagues to check it.
It was sooo expensive! I totally stunned. But worth it lahs.
He checked one of the private school and the price is $3000+ for 5 subjects.
Anyw, all the best to him! (:
Hope he could get into his desired Aerospace course in ITE.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.
So confused, so troubled now.
When I was about to send in my JAE form, I hesitated.
Which means ... I stayed till so early but yet still not done.
RAWRS.
Why did I ~~failed~~ my humans when I wanted to get into the School of Humanities ...

Anyw, CONGRATS to those who've scored well!
You've put in effort and that's what you sowed and reaped!
If you've done well, applaud and treat me for dinner!
If you've not done well, applaud but still treat me for dinner!
In any ways, just treat me for dinner. But lunch also can lah ><"

Ohmygosh, I realised I have not removed my make up until now ._.
It's 5:13am already! And my father is waking up -.-"
And oh, I'm working opening + fullshift tmrw.
How great can that be.
.....
....
...
..
.
T.T!

All in all.
I still hold on to my beliefs.
I still have a hope and a future! (and you too!)
No matter where I get into, I'll still shine and prosper.
Nothing is impossible! ^^
To those who did not scored well, don't be despaired.
We're not determined by our certificates, but by our values.
Y'knw, John says that some successful people only have O Level certs and yet they prosper.
For He is the one who have planned all our paths, I'll just do my best, and leave the rest to Him.
My faithful loving father high above ♥

2010-01-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

N439 with our beloved Pastor's Wife, Sun Ho! :D

N439 Girls @ One More Moment :D

Hmm..

So, did I change much in 2009?

Yes, definitely. Not by looks, but in my heart ..

♥ Cherie Neo Jia En!

Love her to the max!

Yes indeed, we are different.

We not just don't look the same ---

We have different personalities, different way of thinking, different methods of handling situations, different mindset, different talents and abilities..

But all in all, we have the heart for God.

We stayed through thick and thin.

I can confide my secrets to her, and she advises me what I should do.

Thank you, for you have been such a great sister to me all these while.

Love you sister! :D

Thanks for being committed into my life.

Same goes to you, I'll be committed to your life (:

2010-01-06T23:30:00.013+08:00

Oh wow, a new post for the brand new year!
I WELCOME 2O1O WITH OPEN ARMS! :D
I have so much to post but time is running out and my body is just so exhausted!
Tmrw gonna work fullshift! ^^

Well.. Angelia had started her 1st day at work today!
Straight after work, met Yueshi and my manager, Charles to catch the movie "Old Dogs".
Super hilarious!
Already losing voice yet I laugh like ^%$^#$@!
Seriously, it's super funny! HAHAHA.
And I want to watch Treasure Hunters + Alvin and the Chipmunks + Avatar lah deyyyyyyyy.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Life is full of ups and downs and crisis may come one after the other.
Problems may worsen and relationships may broken.
Sometimes, things aren't the way you want them to be.
But yes, as they always say..
Look at the brighter side, think it positively.
Have a positive attitude and everything will work its way out!
Gratitude is an attitude.
Do your best, and leave to rest to God.
If its a problem, there will be a solution.
At the end of the day, you'll find out that you still need a God in your life to fill up your emptiness.
It's just a matter of time, and I was grateful that I've found Him --- the Greatest Love I'll ever have.

You knw, I always have this thinking ..
Doing your best in little things is the way God prepares you for greater things.
Characters are to be moulded.
Nobody are born to be great, but One.
You choose to be who you are, and you are what you choose to be.
You think life sucks, and it will be like hell.
You think life is great --- surprises are in store for you.
Take every opportunities you have in life that is good for you.
Heed my advice: Have a just-do-it attitude. It really will benefits you. SERIOUS.
Even it the situation seems tough, take a birds' eye view of it and analysis it.
Nothing is impossible, for the word itself says I M POSSIBLE.
And with God, nothing is too tough for you, for He will work it out right, the way He wants it to be.
Be thankful. To Him. To everyone. To everything.
(:

Though it hurts so much..
...
Yes, I'll change.

Results are out nxt monday, which is like 1234 5days away.
Like WOW.
I've already forgotten how it's like when I took my O levels already.
But I definitely remember, I was late 2 times for my paper -.-
I knw and I knw, I did not put much effort which I should have be.
But yes, whatever the results are, I'm aware that I have a future and a hope!
There's definitely pathways that I could take.. like going ITE or taking private Os.
No way am I going to take a course that I have no interest in, NO WAY MAN.

That stupid song Bad Romance from Lady Gaga is playing continuously in my head.
Damn that song =="
I wonder why Cathay doesn't have multiple mvs showing, but like only 3? The~
I wanna work more days!!!!!!
Went shopping for only 2 days but spent $500 liaoooooo.
*BANGWALL*

2009-12-27T00:30:00.001+08:00

What if I am the only cause for all the unhappiness?

Why am I always the one who made people's day suck.

It's gonna be alright

2009-12-26T03:00:00.002+08:00

No words could express how I felt right now.
I guess, I just suck at expressing my emotions, expressions, feelings and everything.
I am so sorry, really very sorry..
Sorry to have caused great disappointments and to make all of you worry about me.
This actually shouldn't be the case, it's not about me..
To the people who're there with me, do your understand ..?
I am really sorry to have made the day suck, to have ended the Christmas like this.
Just like what Cheryl had said, yeah.. What a Christmas day.

I'm so lost for words.
I'm so lost for thoughts.
Sistership, Friendship, Kinship.
Again, all sink together.

Decided not to post but yet I posted -.-"
Why am I like this ._.

2009-12-23T05:50:00.004+08:00

Hey, it's not like I "an-lian" him or any ways kay.
I'm trying to upgrade him, pulling up his popularity.
See, I'm doing a great job.
LOL.
Welcome ah Sebby. ( cos I knw you gonna thanks in anyw, haha! )

Too bad I dont have your front view photos lahs.

It all look so fake.

Hohoho.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN!

._.

2009-12-23T05:15:00.001+08:00

Done by the Super Michelle Weers Belinda! :D
Okay, let me introduce if you dontknw..
I dontknow how to show you exactly who is who, but there are Weers, Helena, Cheryl, Shiming and me!
Somehow downgraded hor, but cute lahssss.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

2009-12-23T04:00:00.000+08:00

Went to the WGSCO Graduation Night 2009 :D
Shouldn't have watched the performance earlier, cause I already knw what's going on and about ._.
Yueshi and Angelia performed at the WGSCO Got Talent!
Though they didn't win, but yeah, they did well and am so proud of them! ^^
Such brave girls (:
I'll give your the prizes lah kay, *hugggggggggggggggs* Awwww~
Anddd! I'm so lucky today!
Cos I've gotten all my gifts that are RED in colour! Hahaha. Happy ^^
Thanks WGSCO and AWGSCO! :D

These are the gifts from AWGSCO (below):

These are the gifts from WGSCO and Pipa Juniors:

Thank you (:

Other group photos are not with me but the Alumnus.

17th December; Last Thursday

Went out for Girl's Outing with N439 Girls and friends!

There's a total of 13 girls out to watch "Princess and the Frog".

Nice lah the show, haha.

"You dont get what you want, but you have what you need--- LOVE."

Ohyah, realised that we did not take a photo -.-"

Anyw.... Thanks dearest Yueshi for the free food!! :D

Love you lahs, not bcos of the food kays! ^^

After the movie, went to Titantic to play games, eat and chit chat.

Ohyah, before eating, me and Cherie went to take Neoprints at Arcade cos she have the feel to take it, so we took it (:

19th December; Last Saturday

Candlelight service!

Gosh lah, it's my first time there and I'm so awed by the atmosphere.

It's really nice!

Imagine it.

It started out with only Pastor Kong with the light, then slowly passed down to the rest.

The whole of Expo Hall 8 is filled with thousands of candle lights.

Super niceeeeeee! :D

We sing Christmas songs and many more~

Cherie and her family (:

SAME FACE RIGHT.

Next week gonna be another Candlelight + Drama Service!

The drama is called "A Love Story".

I think I'll probably weep.

So excited now lahhhhhs.

What's a place to be during Christmas day!

It's no fun just going to Orchard, counting down and then walking around thinking what to do next.

Come for the service and you sure are in for a great time!

24th Dec- 7:30pm @ Expo Hall 8

25th Dec- 12:30pm @ Expo Hall 8

Gonna go to Huanlin's house on the christmas night (:

And yeah, Shini is now staying at my house till I dont'know when.

She complained to Angela that I only gave her a small cabinet for her clothes.

Eh! I haven't even complained that I got no space for my clothes le hor! *stares at Shini*

Alright alright, I'll try my best to give some of the clothes away, pack my wardrobe and give you more spaces kay~

Cos maybe she's gonna stay till September anyw, lols.

That period of time she will be taking her prelims le, must well stay till the end of O Levels.

More convenient for her ehs. LOL.

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Tomorrow working again!

It's fun, only if I'm not doing concession and that the two that are hated by everyone are not in the same shift as me.

But sighhhh, cannot be avoided ):

I wonder why she has to pick on every body, especially chinese! T.T

You knw what, there's only 7 chinese, and about 30-40 malays, with 4 filipino managers.

WOW right.

Lalalala, but still I will do my job well lahs.

Smile Joelle, SMILE.

Okay I GRIN =)

2009-12-09T13:40:00.012+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I'm back from WOW Camp! :D
Haha, the camp is fun!
But I'm having aches all over now~
Guess I'm really not that loud, adventurous, outgoing, active kind of person.
I'm more of the office secretary, quiet, anti-social, introvert, bubbly kind of person.
Okay, maybe I'm loud, but.. yeah, the different kind of meaning y'knw.
~~~
Father fetch N439 Woodlands back home just now.
Many is going for the Prayer Meeting later!
Cherie and Ming went to Bugis, then to Riverwalk to have pm later.
Intended to go too, but .. I'M JUST SO TIRED!!! T.T

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Will update later :D
I WANT TO GO WORK LAHS!
Yueshi is being hired from Cathay le, happy for her ^^
But I'm still unemployed! T.T
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS.

SE had just sent a text message for me to inform me that my phone is ready for collection.
Was like ... %$@^!& ?
After 2 weeks and 3 days ...
=="

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How nice will it be if someone were to play "River Flows In You" for me.
Awwww ~ )':
So sweet right!
I'll wait 5 years for that special someone! LOL.

Yizhen's birthday is tomorrow!! ^^

2009-12-07T06:25:00.000+08:00

WOW CAMP! ^^
I did not sleep the whole day ehs~
Hopefully the coffee works!
GOGOGO! :D
1.45 hours to meeting time (:

Xinni will be away for a 3D2N WOW Camp @ Camp Christine!

P/S: I know Yueshi is missing me! I miss you toos lah! All the best for your interview! ^^

2009-12-07T00:50:00.007+08:00

Ewww. I have so many to post, but no time to post ):

It's 12:50am now and I'm gonna wake up at 6:00am later on for WOW Camp.
Gosh, hopefully I can wake up on time then!

Yesterday there's something happened that made me damn moodless the wholeeeee day!
I decided to go to Bishan to try to get my handphone back, so I took the plastic bag that they had given, together with the casing, the form and the memory card.
To my horror, the memory card is no where to be found!
Wahpiang, I frantically search all the bags and the whole house, but still, to no avail.
I was going to leave house soon to Bishan then to Yishun then to Woodlands, and it's already 7:00pm at that time.
So, sadly, I left house in a hurry and decided not to get my phone already.
Reached Admiralty, emo-ing the whole time while chatting with quite a number of people, complaining and crying out to them that I've lost my memory card.
I think really too far le lor, thoughts like "What if people broadcast the photos up into the net?", "What if people misuse it and crop the photo and do idiot stuffs?" and lalalah.
Wahlao ):
I can tell my face at that point of time is really damn %$#!% de lahs.
So I went to Yishun to buy something, then to Woodlands to get the camp stuffs.
I went to NTUC to look for a number of things, but to realise that I don't knw all of it place at where.
Super throw face eh.
I walk around the NTUC like ... 5-6 times? But still cannot find.
So I ask the staff, but the staff call me to find staffs that wore blue shirts.
So I walk around NTUC 3 times to find the staffs with blue shirts.
BUT! I still cannot find ._.
Then I go to the cashier and ask her, she called out her colleague and then the guy tell me where it is.
I don'tknow what the heck he talking about so he brought me there.
Then when I paid and was about to leave, I suddenly rmbr that Jianting is working there.
SUPER MALU!
Then I msg him and he say he saw me walking around and around and around but finally found the product I want.
And he never call me when he saw me lor! What friend ):
If not he can just help me no need I walk in rounds )x
Paiseh paiseh x_X

Oh, anyw, my memory card has been found, it's hidden in one bag -.-"

Today buy stuffs all use NETs card for the payment, very kuku :X
Cos first time I want to hide while pressing it, then press wrong.
Then the next time I don't want to hide liao, people all saw.
=="
Country bumpkin sia~

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Photos of Cherie's birthday will be posted up after the camp.
So sorry for the wait!

Yet to pack my camping bag )'x
Rawrs!

VALOUR THE WARRIORS!
CHARGEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

2009-12-05T04:30:00.020+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Cherie Neo!

*blowing the candles out*

Will update again later! ^^

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It's my mother's birthday today! :D
But a sad thing was.. I will not be able to attend the service later ):
BIGSIGH~
But nonetheless, I'll be going for the Sunday's service the next day at 10am! :)
Actually, I don't understand why my mother dine at Crystal Jade every time.
I don't even think the food is nice? And it's not cheap too.
Unless if the food is nice, it will be worth while, but it's not the case lor~

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Woke up and went to meet Yueshi for lunch and off we go to Orchard to Metro's HQ.
Rawrs~ The fulltimers are not applicable to students ):
And the temp vacancies for students are fulllllllllllllllll.
SOBSOB *cries~*
So we went back to cwp to Cathay, glad that there's still vacancies!
But horrrrrrr. Still need to wait to be confirmed. Siao liao ._.
It was 5pm sharp at that time, and I have to rush back home to get "something".
So from cwp, I rushed back home, realising that Yueshi's thing is with me.
So I rushed home, rushed to admiralty, and to her bus stop, then I overshot -.-
So I reached interchange, rushed to her bus stop, pass her the thing, and rushed to admiralty, then to clarke quay.
THEN! I MISSED THE PRECAMP ACTIVITY FOR 1 HOUR! ):
SO SADDDDDDDDDD.

Brenda and Cheryl was being shuffled to another team, and now I only left Weers to accompany me during the camp.
Sighhhhhhhhh.
And she's gonna be away for the first day, leaving me behind lor ):
Alright, so I tell myself, "Just Enjoy It", anyway, it's still gonna be a blast lahs, hoho :D
Hopefully I can mix well and be engaged in the things that are planned for us.

Will update again soon!
Brother wanna use laptop already..

2009-12-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO MY SWEETHEART,

CHERIE NEO JIA EN! :D

HEY, YOU'RE FINALLY OFFICIALLY 16! ^^
Can watch NC16 shows no need hide le :)
Haha~ Ohmygosh laaaaaa~
*tears of joy* Haha, I love you ♥
Though you don't feel the excitement for this big day, but hey, it's still your birthday :D
It's just another day, but it has a big significance that you're another year older!
Hope you can enjoy every single day (:

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Just back from meeting Yueshi :D
Initially have facial appointment de, but I couldn't wake up.
So I did not go -.-"
Woke up at around 5:30pm and rushed to meet Yueshi as Brenda had to go home soon.
But ... LOL, I rushed and yet left home at 7pm. Hehhehs *big grin*

Went to Chongpang, wanted to buy a lot of camp things de, but ended up did not -.-
Ate a lot instead, until bloated ~~~
Slacked at the bus stop with a very unglam posture, both me and Yueshi :)
We chatted a lot andtalk until like nobody's business, hehheh.
Had a great time with pretty today! ^^
Thank you~~ :D

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Anyw, I happen to see this video -.-
Super ... gross ?
I actually don't believe there's such a person out there, there is so desperate for baby till like this..
And why don't have part 2! T.T

This is super lame~~~

This is grossssssssssssssssss.
Shared by Cherie :D
Must watch okay! ^^
Their expressions are .. priceless :X

Actually.. The size of Yonglin's mouth is ... still okay .. y'knw.

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Going to watch Burning Flame III again!
Niceeeeeeeee! Super duper nice de! Hoho xD
Going for Metro's interview tmrw and try luck for Cathay with Yueshi (:
Omgosh, meeting at 1030, I can die~ T.T
Hopefully that Cathay will have vacancies for 2 ^^
God bless :)

WOW Camp Precamp Activity tmrw at Riverwalk! :D
Like so .. wow.
Only 3 days to camp ehs!
Don't miss me :D
I knw you will de lahs~
Don't be shy to admit, and don't fake yi ge won't miss me :) cos I just knw you will! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE! :D

Plastic Surgeries .. Hmmm ..?

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Hmm, I don't like the girl, super act.
But what I want to show you is the 2 same faces but different person one -.-
Super ... &%$@!
Make me had goosebumps lor ._.

This is another which made me had goosebumps.
Like what the heck ..?
I don't know why, but sent a cold chill down my spine.
I just cannot see people who look alike, so ghost.
Wonder what will happen if I saw someone who look like me.
Ohmygosh, I think I'll slap that person hard.
.... ? LOL.
I suddenly thot of this, ... like that person is undergone surgery then look like me.
But impossible, if really look alike, that person must be heart broken as the surgery fails.
HAHAHAHA.

There's one from Japan de, was like ... wow -.-
Here's the link as I cannot show it up here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73W8X7LWuzU

Anyw, there's details given by the person..

Plastic Surgery Procedures (2005 ISAPS)
6. Hong Kong 0.68 (per 1,000)
12. Taiwan 0.44
18. Japan 0.33
27. South Korea 0.19

Asian Plastic Surgery Rank (by most recent)

Amount
4. Japan 42,842
14. Taiwan 10,048
15. South Korea 9,560
18. Hong Kong 5,096
25. India 2,259

per 1,000 capital
6. Hong Kong 0.78
13. Taiwan 0.44
18. Japan 0.34
21. Jordan 0.28
26. Singapore 0.25
27. South Korea 0.20

And I wonder what's per 1,000 capital means?
Singapore is above South Korea eh? Weird.

Last episode of SHINee's Yunhanam Reality Show! :D
Hohoho, love Onew, Key and Taemin!
Minho and Jonghyun also not bad lahs~
Hahahaha ><"

Can only get a 5 hour sleep later~
Gosh, my face ):
And just now Sebby even advise on me lahs~
Okay, I think I really should control on my food.
RAWRS~ D:
No food after 6pm! Lols :X
Alright .. hard to do.
No food after 12am! ^^

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I'm just too hungry!
Went to cook marcoroni as being tempted from Yongjing.
Thanks ah YJ -.-"

Too long nvr cook something like that le.
The last time was like ... 1 year plus ago? =="
But that time also not I cook de lor ):
And! When I cook the marcoroni, I thot that it's too little for me.
So I happily added a little more, bit by bit.
AND NOW! WHAT I'VE GOT?
It can feed three person, ALL FULL!
Gosh lah ):
And I cannot waste food de lor ):
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ T.T

Anyw, it taste not bad, better than I expected :)
Yummmmmmmm.
Gonna gobble down the food now, the presentation is just so nice :)
Btw, I want to learn bakery! :D

SHINee! :D

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This is the video of Taemin playing " River Flows In You ".

Gosh! My favourite piece of song besides Kiss The Rain and Mika's Song.

He's such a cutie lah! ~~~

*melts*

SHINee! (pronounce as Shiny)

This is the photo where they act as girls!

Left to Right: Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho, Key

Onew, Key, Taemin :D

ONEW! :D

KEY! :D

TAEMIN! :D

KOJI SETO! :D

Seems like I stalk on them hor?

No hor! I'm not a stalker like Cheryl or Cherie.

I still haven't upgrade to their standard yet, Imma junior :)

Lollol~ :X

But some are from last time de~

I rmbred that in the past I told Violents they all that Koji Seto was my boyf, and I even used his photos as wallpaper and screensaver.

They believe sia!

Especially Angela, lols~

That time both me and Cherie was so into this guy, so we were like snatching for him and saying he's our boyf.

Then Angela said that Cherie and him more compatible.

LOLLLLLLLLLL~ Ji tao sad diao~ T.T

Hehs, but Onew, Key and Taemin better! ^^v

You know, sometimes it's not just the look whereby people are being attracted to.

Maybe guys are, cos they are ... y'knw y'knw~

But it's the personalities, characters.. the inward, the heart that matters the most! :D

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Tmrw going out with Yueshi toos! :D

But don't knw going where though.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Boonteck going off to Genting this sunday.

I also want to go Genting lahs ):

Why the outing with Shini and Xianjin they all is cancelled ~~ T.T

*CRIES!*

Damn damn~

Boonteck! You must buy presents for me hor!

Not caesar okay, or I punch you hard then you know -.-

Lols, joking de, but seriously if you buy 我勉强收下啦 :)

Hohoho~ xD

Anyw! Sebastian Pwi Yao Zheng is now officially my 接班人!

Take a look at his latest post to check out why! :D

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The following is a list of eight different sets of animals. Points are attached to each animal. Choose one animal that you like most in each set and add up your total score. Refer to the score sheet for your result.

Koala Bear = 2
Polar Bear = 3
Panda = 1

Eagle = 3
Seagull= 2
Pigeon = 1

Cat = 3
Dog = 2
Bird = 1

Hamster = 2
Rabbit = 1
Squirrel = 3

Sheep = 1
Deer = 2
Goat = 3

Dolphin = 1
Shark = 3
Whale = 2

Elephant = 2
Lion = 1
Tiger = 3

Swan = 1
Goose = 3
Hen = 2

Score sheet

Between 8 - 11 points:
You are passive, sentimental, emotional, lack self-confidence, but are creative and rational.

Between 12 - 15 points:
You belong to the fun-seekers, risk takers, adventurous and spontaneous types, but are not very rational.

Between 16 - 19 points:
You are active, like challenges, optimistic, hard-working, and are always working towards a set goal.

Between 20 - 24 points:
You have a strong character and you are aggressive and ambitious. You were born to lead.